Happy ending

This goes out to all of the people who have been broken but have been strong enough to let go. For the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their head up.
For the people that wish loneliness wasn’t a part of them, but put up with it anyhow. For the people that are okay with taking up all of the room in the bed, even if sometimes it feels a little empty. For the people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls, but smile anyway.For the people that have wounds still healing. For the people that have so much tied to their past relationship, but break those chains to start fresh. For the people that want to look back so badly, but focus on the road ahead. For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity intact instead.For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to. For the people that still believe in love even after all of the hurt their heart has endured. For all the people that gave up not because they were weak, but because most times it’s better just to let go.You will get your happy ending someday. Hang in there and don’t give up. Because all endings are also beginnings.

This really hit close to home... I've been feeling so lonely lately and frustrated. I know that my life definitely has gotten better since last year, but the holidays have triggered something in me. Yes, I'm thankful for my daughters, parents and grand baby but a part of me still feels empty inside. When does it go away? And can I ever live in my own place without relying on someone else? I have never done that. Someone has always taken care of me financially. And I also worry about my little guy, Milo. He's so happy living with my daughter because he has Pepe and Stela to play with. I have never seen him be so playful before. I love my little fur baby a lot. He's helped me thru some bad days. He makes me happy and loves me unconditionally. But also a little sad because he no longer has his brother. He stayed with my ex-husband. I worry about him too. My ex was never much for taking care of anyone but him. I left my other fur baby with him because he loves his daddy. And my ex asked to have him. But my gut is telling me he hasn't been taking care of him and he might not have him anymore. I shouldn't think about it but I do. I hope he's being loved wherever he is. I miss him tremendously.

~Positive Thoughts 

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